It's raining!!!!

There is a heavy down pour outside and I wish I could go out and play in the rain. You know run around and get all wet and dripping. Without a care in the world, just let go and be wild for a few minutes...not caring that i may get sick or have to take a warm shower after that or even the fact that my mum would not approve and might think I have gone bonkers. Well right now it is such a tempting thought....I have a big grin on my face!!!

Then I realise how much I have grown and how I think through every action, thought and word before I say or do it. I mean, I even question God, he says this and I have tons of questions before I obey! amazing what happens when we grow. Lord I want that innocence back, where I trust that even in the rains of my life you take care of me.

So I continue to watch the rain fall and it makes me smile, I wonder why. Maybe it's coz I know I will never understand how God is able to create such beauty and still say I was His best creation, with His likeness in mind. Visualise this with me if you will, raindrops from the cloud, forming puddles and water flowing...the change it creates in the atmosphere, the smell of the rain kissing the earth and the earth just drinking it in like it's very life depends on it...ooooooohhhhh....I am officially in Love with the guy who is able to make all that happen. I mean right now the plants are having a field day, I mean my future husband to be (when I meet him) has no excuse for not getting me flowers! He makes all things beautiful!

And after all this my creator created all this for me to enjoy. I'm not sure this is going to make sense or encourage anyone but hey, I was just thinking...